It's been so long since I wrote anything here, I expected my blog to be deleted from lack of use.

After losing Nula, I fell into that old familiar pit, Depression. Bad. It's been 8 months and I'm still grievng for her every day. Haven't had a lot to say to people since then, it's been a long period of introspection.

Then the end of July I got pregnant and slept for the next 3 months. Recently the nausea and morning sickness finally got better, and I have energy again to live a normal life. I'm 5+ months along now and really enjoying being pregnant these last few weeks. since I've been feeling better.

Pregnancy is not what I expected it would be like. I'm not getting fat or eating copious amounts of weird foods. What is going on is love. Lots of overwhelming feelings of love for Greg, and love from him to me. I didn't know that it would be so wonderful, that this period of our relationship would be so filled with beauty. We are both so blessed.